Dont Hate Me.....Dad

I sit here all alone
Wondering what I could've done
I hate this loneliness
My life is such a mess
Why do you hate me?
When you look at me, what do you see?
Why do you treat me so bad?
Don't you want to be my dad?
You make me feel like I was a mistake
What do you want from me, for fuck's sake?
From you, my brothers' get more respect
You can't even look at me direct
Why do you despise me, what did I do?
Please explain, 'cause I don't have a clue
You've made me feel bad for so long
And I don't even know what I've done wrong
Is it because I happen to be gay?
What the hell's wrong with me, why wont you say?